We all have those pieces that we wished we'd never started in the first place. Those that, in retrospect, absolutely suck, and those that inflict the pain during its creation. Well, here's one of them, depressive thoughts.
Please note: these tend to be a mouse-scroller.I wish I could call this thumb-nailing.Well, during that time, I did feel like I was doing something; I felt as if I was finding out the options of what this piece could become, which is the essential point of it, right?
Rough sketch in. In all honesty, I thought that this was promising. After bashing my head around what to actually draw and thumbnails, I said, 'yeah. This is pretty promising.'
Soon upon I had the idea to plunge into the details. Now I know that it was a
BAD mistake. I thought: 'you know what, it's about time you did something with great, intricate details Walter! Time to test your Sherlock Holme's eye.'
This was when I realized that I messed up. The going was slow, frustrating and tiring. I also had attended a livestream by
WestlyLaFeur and brought up my problem. He highlighted it kindly, saying something like that I drowned into the OCDness of detailing (don't quote him for that).
Value painting just to figure out the forms. (oh don't mind the intended dragon-riding pirate figure)
I used a gradient map to not only make it look pretty for the time being, but it also helped my identify the subtle value shifts better.
Colour layer. That shift from greyscale to colour is annoying sometimes. This was where the pain stemmed as I threw all I ever did beforehand as a foundation just to use a normal layer and paint over
EVERYTHING... Which is right below.
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This is the final product: sketchy, rough, unfinished, ain't it?
Yeah. I've lately not been thinking much about this, ain't expecting much. I'm leaving it as it is. I got to do other stuff, really. This is, I feel, as far as I can go, mentally. Gee, I should step down a bit and start simpler -- this no line style is messing with me. (FYI, just to see the magnitude of how much I gave up, check out that sweet brown hair that fella has.)
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